Messianic Confessions

A Spiritual Odyssey of a Soul's Search for Truth

  1. Introduction
  2. Childhood
  3. Pioneering and Marriage
  4. Children & Southern California
  5. Serving Where the Need Was Great in New Mexico
  6. Back to Newport Beach – 1970s
  7. Photography 1973-79
  8. Divine Intervention – 1980s
  9. A Near Death Experience
  10. Recovery
  11. Photography and the Society
  12. Serving in the Bahamas – 1986
  13. Idyllwild, California – 1986
  14. 1990-93 “Fights without, fears within.” (1 Cor 7:5)
  15. Europe 1994
  16. The Great Tribulation
  17. A Visitor and Answers
  18. “The Last Days”
  19. The Divine Name
  20. “The Time Is At Hand”
  21. “Organization”
  22. Difficulties in Spain
  23. Mountains & Separation
  24. Into the Wilderness
  25. 1996 A Voice from the Wilderness
  26. A New Genesis
  27. Conclusion


When I returned from pioneering in Spain two years ago, after spending 43 zealous years (20 as a pioneer and photographic consultant of the Watchtower at Brooklyn Bethel), the rumors that I had been disfellowshipped for adultery, child-abuse or apostasy began to circulate in the JW slander-mill. All were false. I was in ongoing contact with the GB and the writing department and had assignments on the District Convention in Spain, and all these elders were lying about me.

I spent two years virtually alone in mountains and deserts just studying the Bible for myself. Like Luther I discovered my church was wrong. I wrote again to the GB explaining what we had to do as an organization if we did not want to part from Christ. I received no response despite being one of the anointed with an outstanding record. But, the hounds were loosed and elders began to spread more rumors and began to stalk me.

It appears at long last I will be excommunicated this week (1/7/98).  I will also make available my letters to the GB as well as my appeal letters to various committees. I think you will find it an interesting story.

Your brother Mark.

Nazarene Commentary 2000

Mark Heber Miller

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